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  • 07
    04
    2008

    is it so difficult to figure out what the hell guys want.

    You ask, they get weirded out.
    You don’t ask, you’re left in the dark.

    It’s a no win fucking situation.

    FUCK.

    I’ve never seen a species of human so averse to proclaiming their wants.

    And then there’s the endless “I don’t know …” bullshit.

    BULLSHIT.

    If you don’t know, who the fuck does?

    Idiots.

    All of them.

    Don’t fucking start shit if you don’t know wtf you’re doing!

    CONSISTENCY BITCH!

    Join Thee To A Nunnery

    06
    26
    2008

    More than being hurt, I think I’m just retardedly insulted by how much I didn’t mean to him.

    My love, innocence, dedication, respect — everything I had, I pretty much gave.

    I even gave him the most important thing I had to give, and I still couldn’t match up to his friends.

    So, yeah. I lied.

    This whole thing really fucking hurts.

    But that being said,

    if everything I had wasn’t good enough, what is?

    Serious food for thought.

    But, since he kinda threw me away, I guess I’m just going to have to accept that in our relationship, apparently not me.

    06
    22
    2008

    …well more like one boy in particular.

    I’ve been seeing someone new. I used to work with him at my first firm and he quit the week after I got there, but we’ve kept in touch. He’s an awesome designer, so I’ve learned a lot from him. We’re just having fun right now; I wouldn’t exactly call him my boyfriend just yet. He currently lives in Chino Hills, which is about an 45 minutes away from me but he’s going to be moving to Newport Beach next week so he’ll be closer. The drive to Chino Hills isn’t that bad though - it’s much easier than my drive to and from San Diego when I was with Joe, and a hell of a lot closer than Okinawa. Newport Beach is around the corner from me.

    Anyway, I got a haircut and I also went red again. I sort of wish it was redder, but my stylist said I should go a little more conservative since I have to be a professional and the cut is already sort of dramatic. Conveniently, the salon is located next door to us in the same little plaza that my work is in. I also got some clip-in extensions in case I ever go anywhere nice and want to have long hair. Here are some pics:

    Short Hair! I grow hair like magic

  • view more photos of my hair in my album!
  • I look so different with long hair. I mean, my hair was long before, but I got 22″ extensions and they’re like movie-star perfect. I like my hair short though, its so much easier to maintain. Most days I can just wake up, scrunch, and go.

    Work has been great; I’m building out the Cornzapoppin site, and it’s looking good so far. I’m excited to be wrapping that project up finally.

    I’ll be hanging out with Agiri and Toya today, so hopefully Agiri or I will have some pictures to share later.

    06
    04
    2008

    waiting for my friend to pick me up but he’s late, of course.

    A Fitting 2AM Update

    06
    02
    2008

    I got a haircut.

    And took pictures at 2AM.

    So I thought, “What better place to camwhore than 2AMfix!?!? Right!?!?! RIGHT!!!”

    So basically, click (for huge ass pictures ;X)

    & the sex hair makes a comeback!~ Two words -- split ends. D:

    05
    29
    2008

    After a great deal of restless discomfort, and an inability to ignore the blaring apprehension permeating my body, I decided to blog for the genuine need to process and unload my current predicament, as well as indulge in some common courtesy for those who wish to verify my continued well-being.

    So first things first –present, alive, and well.

    Well … as well as one can be at 1:34 AM — burning eyes, heavy heart, slightly shot brain and all. The last of which quite perfectly accounts for my current lack of literary finesse. However, at this point, I’m beginning to think my literary eloquence (or lack thereof) is somewhat irrelevant in light of my cesspool of thoroughly more cumbersome issues.

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    YMI Jeans Meeting

    • Filed under: Events
    05
    23
    2008

    YMI Jeans Spring 08Today, I went to a meeting with YMI Jeans about their website redesign. I went with my boss, Jason (the guy that owns the company) and he asked me to be at work early; which obviously means I had to wake up early. Well I got to work and he was on his phone for an hour, and we didn’t end up leaving until after 10:00, which is usually when I get to work anyway.

    Once we got on the road, he was on his phone the entire time. The guy lives on his phone. He’s constantly receiving and making calls, checking his email and voicemail… I’m surprised he doesn’t have it permanently attached to his ear. Actually, I’m more surprised that he doesnt use bluetooth. Which brings me to another point - making calls and checking your email while driving is not a great idea. I swear, we must have came to a screeching halt like ten times because he would look up at the road at the last second and we’d just barely make it without crashing into the car before us.

    There was traffic all the way from Costa Mesa to Hollywood, and we finally got there around 11:30. My first impression of YMI Jeans is that they are surprisingly bigger than I thought they were. I’d never heard of them before now, but then again, I don’t really follow designer jeans. Being there kind of reminded me of the atmosphere at LifeScript’s editorial department (where I worked last year). It was very fashion driven and everyone there was very well put together. The walls were lined with frame after frame of their latest ad campaigns; gigantic versions of their stick-thin models wearing their best jeans.

    During the meeting, I totally zoned out. We didn’t start talking about the design until the very end of the meeting, so in the meantime, I was totally oogling the guy sitting across from me. He was… delicious. I know I’m taken and all that, but damn - I had to look. I think he’s an Israeli native, and his accent probably tripled his hotness score; his hair was cut perfectly, his arms were friggin toned, and he was quite possibly the hottest man I’ve seen in 2008. Look… I haven’t had sex in months. So Brandon, forgive me, but I seriously wanted to jump across the table and pounce this guy.

    So back on topic… They want a denim background… gag. They also want their in-house designer to do a comp even though she has very little web background. She does mostly print. She said she wasn’t a web-idiot, but to me that means… what… myspace? So it’s me against her. It’s not so bad, actually; a little competition is probably what I need these days.

    I’m glad Kimmy saved some sushi for me so I could eat it when I got back from LA. On Fridays, Jason usually pays for sushi from the place around the corner, for the entire office. I’d mentioned being bummed out that I’d be missing it today.

    cornzapoppin photoshoot

    • Filed under: Events
    05
    21
    2008

    I’m really pissed off that this photoshoot took up my entire day because it pretty much screwed up my entire week, in terms of deadlines and shit.

    Cornzapoppin is one of the clients at the firm i work at; they sell gourmet popcorn. I’m designing a website and some packaging ideas and identity branding for them. We needed product photos for the website, so they scheduled time with our photographer. I ended up art directing the entire frigging thing all day because they kept asking for me. so for the entire day I was pouring chocolate and caramel syrup from a bottle, strategically placing caramel morsels and other yummy props like strawberries and cherries on plates, and shaving chocolate. everything you see below was hand crafted by yours truly. I’m a big fan of presentation. I could be a gourmet chef! Goodbye webdesign, Hello Martha Stuart! I even went behind the camera and set the angles myself…

    creamy caramellight caramelchocolate - my favorite picture of the daycaramel pecanpopcorn seeds

    These are all raw; pretty much directly saved from the cr2 files that the photographer gave me after the shoot. i havent cropped anything yet or messed with the color. We took 308 photos in total. My feet hurt so much from standing all day.

    05
    19
    2008

    Yeah, that’s right. I’ve been getting my life back together finally; I have a new job, new friends, new hobbies… Brandon and I have been doing wonderfully, I’ve been drama-free for weeks now and I’ve just been drinking it all in.

    I have been working at Golden State Communications for a couple weeks now, as a Designer and Project Manager and my impression of this Orange County web firm has been pretty great so far. The atmosphere is wicked laid back and the people are really nice, and they all have great senses of humor. We have some interesting clients, and I keep pretty busy during the week. We have this ping-pong table in the office and most of us spend a lot of time playing against each other. I personally suck at this game - but I get better as the days go by. One day I’ll finally destroy everyone at ping-pong!

    Edit:// See photos from the Cornzapoppin Photoshoot!

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    Hanging out with Toya!

    • Filed under: Events
    05
    18
    2008

    Had dinner with Toya at Chili’s and saw What Happens in Vegas. We tried to get Anisha to meet us for the movie but she was busy studying. Boo!

    What Happens in Vegas was hilarious, and Ashton and Cameron make such a cute couple. Cuter than Ashton and Demi anyway. I seriously want to “junk-punch” some guy now and when they’re writhing in pain, yelling “WHYY?” I’m going to point and go “You know why!” just like that crazy bitch in the movie did.

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