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I’ve always been somewhat naive when it comes to my love life. I’m pretty easily suckered into believing I’ve found Mr. Right, and when the time comes that I find out I’m wrong about someone, it’s always a slap to the face. Needless to say, I’ve got the habit of falling in love too easily…

Sitting here reading through our old lovey-dovey email exchanges is probably one of the unhealthiest things I’ve subjected myself to in a long while. But I can’t help it; I’m addicted to the words you wrote me when we were still Us.

I wish things were as easy as they were back then. When we both…

I’m not feeling good. I woke up the other morning with pain in my upper back… my shoulders are tense, and I know it’s all stress. I can’t relax. I’m constantly kept on my toes. I keep waiting for the shit to hit the fan. I’m not happy… I’m more fulfilled than I was a…

Here’s how it’s going to be from now on: I’m just going to stop trying. I thought if I just kept my distance, things would be better between us but you seem intent on making it extremely difficult to stomach you. I’ve compromised a lot of my life by letting you back in and now…

Things are looking like this is going to be a good year for me. I’m doing well at work; a bit busy, but things are getting done. I’m single, but I’m happy. I was starting to forget what my life was like without all the drama. I finally got a new car – well, a…

Well, looks like I dont have a lot to worry about since my last post. We hired two new people, and one is really good with php so he should be able to pick up wordpress in his sleep. Key word there is “should.” You never know; sometimes people just suck… well, more often than…

So Rick and I are over, as of this Wednesday. I know, we’ve broken up and gotten back together a lot of times in the past six months, but this seems final. I was doing horribly the past two days; could not stop whining about it and feeling bad. My friends had to listen to…

So I spent last night in the ER, due to a bad kidney infection. My back has been hurting since Wednesday, and on Thursday the doctor told me that I had an infected mass of tissue on my back. Then last night they said I also had a damned kidney infection. So it was double…

I really can’t depend on anyone but myself. And I always knew that… but somewhere down the line, I guess I just forgot. I had some stuff going on at home today, and the one person I thought was going to be here for me just wasn’t. So I find myself sitting here feeling really…

Since I started my new job, I’ve cut a lot of things out of my life that I realize I never needed to begin with. My obsession with online social networking, drinking, literally working 24-7, and thus sometimes forgetting to eat. Granted, I did lose about 10 pounds when I was working freelance all day…