MINE!
So I went to Six Flags Magic Mountain with David yesterday (and yes, it was fucking hot as shit –
I almost fucking melted out of my skin) and started to realize something really shocking.
He’s mine.
And although our conversations were awkwardly executed, it still made me happy. Watching him slowly become more comfortable and less censored around me makes me happier than anything any other guy has ever done.
Why? Because it shows that he’s trying. He’s not just restricting himself to his comfort zone — he’s actually leaving those boundaries for the sake of furthering our relationship.
And although we look awkward as fuck — we work … in our own awkward way. From the tenseness brought about by close proximity to the bittersweet anticipation of being able to hug, kiss, and touch each other when saying goodbye.
What’s really disappointing me, is my inability to do the same.
I guess I just need more time to confirm that he’s not going to river dance all over my heart.
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I haven’t talked to you in forever.
It’s natural to be scared of heartbreak, but things with David seem good if he’s opening himself up and challenging the limits that used to bind him.
I think you’ll force yourself to do the same over time, so don’t stress about it too much. If it gets really bad, talk to him about it, and he should understand.