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So I spent last night in the ER, due to a bad kidney infection. My back has been hurting since Wednesday, and on Thursday the doctor told me that I had an infected mass of tissue on my back. Then last night they said I also had a damned kidney infection. So it was double infection. How awesome is that? They gave me morphine for my pain and some saline to flush my kidneys out. The morphine sucked so bad. I didn’t like it one bit, although it did relieve my pain. It just made me feel all groggy and my body got so tired. The second dose they gave me had me freaking out, I was crying because I felt so bad, and my chest started to hurt a lot, causing me to breathe extra fast.

My boyfriend was kind of a dick all night too, he just doesn’t seem to take me seriously when I say I’m in pain or that I’m feeling like shit. You’d think being admitted to the ER would be a dead give away, but not to him. All he could say was how much he didn’t want to be there at 1:00 AM, and I feel like he was kind of taking it out on me.  But he has taken care of me all weekend, so I can’t complain – I just wish he would’ve antagonized me less while I was laying in the hospital. We got home around 5:30AM this morning and went to sleep until 2:00PM – after some rest, he was much sweeter to me.

Now I’m at home with my parents – my mom is pissed because I didn’t call her, but she knew better than to bitch at me since I’m feeling so sick. I’m in bed, and I just took a vicodin, so I’m falling asleep. Good night everyone!