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Here’s how it’s going to be from now on: I’m just going to stop trying. I thought if I just kept my distance, things would be better between us but you seem intent on making it extremely difficult to stomach you. I’ve compromised a lot of my life by letting you back in and now everyone thinks I’m bat-shit insane. You’ve been the worst influence on me in the past year and I have been miserable ever since you came into my life. Those months we stopped talking were a few of the greatest and easiest months in all of my adult life. And now I don’t know why, but you’re back in my life now, filling up all my thoughts.

Stop trying to have conversations with me. They never work. We don’t agree on anything. The things we do agree on are usually pretty awful in nature. There’s something wrong with the way we work. We’re not good for each other, but I’m addicted and I know you are too.

So you stay on your side of the line, and I’ll stay over here on mine. And if you decide that you wanna meet in the middle every so often, just let me know. I’ll assume you’re having a good day that day and hopefully you wont do everything in your power to make me feel small and worthless.

Your’s Truly,

Christine