2amfix.net

So Rick and I are over, as of this Wednesday. I know, we’ve broken up and gotten back together a lot of times in the past six months, but this seems final. I was doing horribly the past two days; could not stop whining about it and feeling bad. My friends had to listen to…

I really can’t depend on anyone but myself. And I always knew that… but somewhere down the line, I guess I just forgot. I had some stuff going on at home today, and the one person I thought was going to be here for me just wasn’t. So I find myself sitting here feeling really…

Since I started my new job, I’ve cut a lot of things out of my life that I realize I never needed to begin with. My obsession with online social networking, drinking, literally working 24-7, and thus sometimes forgetting to eat. Granted, I did lose about 10 pounds when I was working freelance all day…

Shit.

I had a real shitty day. My preliminary three month probation is over at my job, meaning I had my evaluation today. I was supposed to get a raise. I deserve a raise. I need a raise. Why didn’t get it, again? Because other people can’t do their jobs fast enough and my projects are…

…well more like one boy in particular.

I’ve been seeing someone new. I used to work with him at my first firm and he quit the week after I got there, but we’ve kept in touch. He’s an awesome designer, so I’ve learned a lot from him. We’re just having fun right now; I wouldn’t exactly…

After a great deal of restless discomfort, and an inability to ignore the blaring apprehension permeating my body, I decided to blog for the genuine need to process and unload my current predicament, as well as indulge in some common courtesy for those who wish to verify my continued well-being.

So first things first –present, alive,…