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So Rick and I are over, as of this Wednesday. I know, we’ve broken up and gotten back together a lot of times in the past six months, but this seems final. I was doing horribly the past two days; could not stop whining about it and feeling bad. My friends had to listen to…

So I spent last night in the ER, due to a bad kidney infection. My back has been hurting since Wednesday, and on Thursday the doctor told me that I had an infected mass of tissue on my back. Then last night they said I also had a damned kidney infection. So it was double…

This blog has been rather boy-centric lately so I thought maybe I should talk about some other things.

Work is good, I’m on salary now, and my benefits kick in September 1st, so I’m pretty stoked about that. I’ve been getting a lot of projects lately – actually, i’m super busy at the moment.

It’s 9:00 AM…

I really can’t depend on anyone but myself. And I always knew that… but somewhere down the line, I guess I just forgot. I had some stuff going on at home today, and the one person I thought was going to be here for me just wasn’t. So I find myself sitting here feeling really…

Since I started my new job, I’ve cut a lot of things out of my life that I realize I never needed to begin with. My obsession with online social networking, drinking, literally working 24-7, and thus sometimes forgetting to eat. Granted, I did lose about 10 pounds when I was working freelance all day…

Shit.

I had a real shitty day. My preliminary three month probation is over at my job, meaning I had my evaluation today. I was supposed to get a raise. I deserve a raise. I need a raise. Why didn’t get it, again? Because other people can’t do their jobs fast enough and my projects are…

Yeah, that’s right. I’ve been getting my life back together finally; I have a new job, new friends, new hobbies… Brandon and I have been doing wonderfully, I’ve been drama-free for weeks now and I’ve just been drinking it all in.

I have been working at Golden State Communications for a couple weeks now, as a…

Haha, this is my public service announcement. The second one is a really old video from back in high school. BTW I added a new poll, so put your votes in!

Videos after the jump.

I’ve had to come out the survivor of a lot of struggles. I’ve faced things no one should have to face in a mere 21 years. I sometimes wish I could be as naive as some of my friends and family. I wish I didn’t already know the reality of the world we’re living in.…

It’s over. Joey and I broke up last night – well I did most of the breaking up. But I think our relationship has never been better since last night.

Sure, I was pissed I didn’t get more of a reaction from him. If he had actually fought for me – that’s what would have kept…