2amfix.net

Sitting here reading through our old lovey-dovey email exchanges is probably one of the unhealthiest things I’ve subjected myself to in a long while. But I can’t help it; I’m addicted to the words you wrote me when we were still Us.

I wish things were as easy as they were back then. When we both just said “fuck everything and everyone else” and decided we were going to be together against all odds. And now that we’re no longer separated by entire seas, I somehow feel like we’ve never been farther apart. It seems like I’m fooling myself into believing that eventually we’ll have our time.

I wonder if you know what you’re doing to me.